Perfect Book ~ Right Time

My time is not my own right now, and my reading has fallen to the wayside. Let’s just say, it’s almost over and things are not going in favor for our little neighborhood association — as the saying goes, you can’t fight city hall, or it turns out, a rich, private school.

Several weeks ago, a package arrived on my doorstep – a book from a dear friend who lives five hours away.

Quite unexpected, because no one ever gives me books – being naturally afraid either; I already have it (very likely), I’ve already read it (also highly probable), or I knew about it and just wasn’t interested (happens frequently). But this little gem was totally unknown to me.

The Boy, the Mole, the Fox and the Horse

by Charlie Macksey

Too exhausted to read anything dense late one evening, I sat down with this little treasure and started with the introduction — which talks directly to the reader. This caught me off guard and drew me right into this fairy tale-fantasy-picture book.

Called a book of hope for uncertain times, it did seem to speak to my poor soul — so bruised as it is right now.

It’s a simple story with some lovely art.

There’s a lonely boy, who meets a mole who loves cake, a wary fox, and a gentle horse.

There is a sweet simplicity yet complexity in the inspirational messages.

“What do you think is the biggest waste of time?
Comparing yourself to others, said the mole.”

Then this illustration stopped me cold — I stared sadly at it for a long time.

As I slowly turned the pages, I read about friendship, hope, hugs, cake and slowly felt my shoulders relax and my stress level lower.

“We often wait for kindness….but being kind to yourself can start now.”

I was reminded of Winne the Pooh or The Little Prince, both of which offer wisdom for adults and fantasy for children.

As you can see, the illustrations with their lines and brush strokes are delightful. The artwork fairly glows off the pages. You’ll want to hold the book in your hands, turn the pages yourself, and see the magic for yourself.

Fair warning, the book has been criticized as cliched and saccharine, and perhaps it is.

But for me – it was the perfect book at the right time.

I went to bed wonderfully comforted and ready to sleep.

And, as I drifted off, I thought I need to revisit Pooh and his merry band

The Last Flight by Julie Clark

Currently, publishers are churning out thrillers at a record speed. It seems many people are in need of escapist reading. No need to ponder why — we all see it — 2020 is drunk and needs to go home.

I was somewhat coping with the virus, our politics, another black man shot by police, disappearing mailboxes, the MyPillow guy, and the recent devastating fires surrounding the Bay Area. Somewhat coping — until I heard about the asteroid that has a small chance of hitting earth just before election day. That did it for me, I turned to my favorite vice – new books.

I digitally browsed the new arrivals shelf on the SF public library website — and downloaded this thriller before I even had a chance to think about it.

“Very few people actually stop to consider how difficult it is to truly vanish. The level of detail needed to eliminate even the tiniest trace. Because there’s always something. A small thread, a seed of truth, a mistake. It only takes a tiny pinprick of circumstance to unravel it all.”

Thus, begins the prologue of The Last Flight, a quite riveting story. Two strangers, both running from lives they want desperately to change, make a last minute airport decision to switch identities and take each other’s place on their respective flights. Claire is married to a very powerful man who is about to run for the Senate, but he is dangerously abusive. Eva was a brilliant chemistry student at Berkeley who made one stupid mistake and now is in fear for her life.

The two women meet by accident at an airport and decide to swap identities. Neither knows what the other is running from. Thus starts an intriguing tale with twists and turns at every corner, as each is running from her own demons. Ms. Clark crafts the story line with parallel narratives each with a constant underpinning of paranoia. She also captures behind-closed-doors abuse from a highly respected public figure. As well as, the futility of trying to find someone — anyone to trust and tell the truth.

“It isn’t just what has been done to us, it’s a system that tells women we are unreliable, and then expendable. That our truths don’t matter when set side by side with a man’s.”

The Last Flight is not great literature and has a few plot holes, but hats off to Ms. Clark for writing an intelligent, edge-of-your-seat thriller, which kept me turning the pages well past my bedtime.

It was just the perfect escape – now I’m back and what’s this about a pool boy?

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One of the most interesting things for me about The Last Flight was imagining what it might be like to suddenly lose your identity and to try to assume another. It reminded me of one of my past favorite reads The Diver’s Clothes Lay Empty. Very short and very recommended.

Washington Black by Esi Edugyan

Remember the book tingle? To quote Simon, of Savidge Reads

There is an almost un-explainable feeling from the start which lasts until the final full stop. Not for a single moment does the book let you down, or indeed out of its grasp, you are effectively spell bound by it. It feels like all the rest of the world goes completely out of your mind and all that is left is you, the book and the author’s words. It is the prose, the characters, the atmosphere, everything! You almost feel, without it sounding arrogant, that this book was written just for you.

Washington Black was just one of those books for me — simply marvelous from beginning to end.

Several years ago it was named one of the NY Times 10 best books of the year, as well as one of Barack Obama’s favorite books. It got rave reviews on NPR and in the New Yorker and was up for the Man Booker Prize. With all that praise, who could withstand the pressure?

Washington Black, aka Wash, is a young slave on a Barbados sugar plantation, when he is chosen to serve his master’s brother — the eccentric Christopher Wilde. Wilde, or Titch as he’s called, is an abolitionist, but also a naturalist, explorer, and scientist. He takes the boy on a wondrous adventure that starts with a hand-built hot air balloon called a ‘cloud-cutter’ and continues by ship until, eventually, the pair finds themselves in the frozen expanse of the Arctic. While Wash is an unlikely world traveler, he is both an inquisitive observer and a gifted artist. He and Titch document species in the Arctic waters and on the frozen tundra.

When Titch disappears in an Arctic storm. Wash’s subsequent travels bring both adventures and fear as he flees a slave catcher from Virginia to Canada. He continues across the ocean to London, Europe and Morocco journeying with a new found mentor and his daughter.

Ms. Edugyan’s writing is terrific. The characters are fascinating and the settings well-drawn. From the blistering hot Caribbean sugar plantation, to the frozen Arctic, to the Moroccan desert, and even the stuffy dampness of an English drawing room — are all beautifully captured and so fully rendered that you are swept away (see book tingle above).

The author goes deep into the obvious race implications. You see, Titch originally choose this young slave boy as the perfect weight and ballast for his balloon adventure. When Titch discovers his black ballast has exceptional drawing skills, the boy’s role changes. Though they are close, there is the ever present gap in their relationship that keeps it from being a true friendship.

Wash portrays strength, determination, invention and, in the end, the capacity to understand the true meaning of freedom and how we are wholly responsible for freeing ourselves.

This is a wonderful, yet unusual book – a coming of age, adventure story blended with the brutality of slavery, the joy of art and the allure of scientific discovery. And yes, it all works – Fantastically.

The Secret Guests by Benjamin Black

I organized my Kindle books the other day. Yes, I have a Kindle and, Yes, it has hundreds many titles on it. That’s in addition to my insane extensive collection of physical books in the house.

Yes, I have a problem and, No, I will not be seeking help. That, dear readers, is why this place is called Book Barmy.

During these difficult times (are you also tired of that phrase?) publishers have moved exclusively digital for their advance readers. So, it was time to get the old Kindle organized and in doing so, I discovered a book I read in January and never told you about. (I’ve since created a folder on the Kindle called ‘books read’ — see “duh” above.)

The Secret Guests, by Benjamin Black

During the blitz, the British royal family, including the young princesses, Elizabeth and Margaret, hunkered down at the palace to weather out the attacks. The Secret Guests however imagines a fictionalized alternative scenario. In this novel, Elizabeth and Margaret are secretly sent away to a rundown estate belonging to a distant cousin located in war-neutral Ireland. The princesses are called Ellen and Mary, and are accompanied by Celia Nashe, an MI5 agent, posing as their governess. Once they reach Ireland, Detective Garda Strafford a local Irish police officer, is also assigned to their protection.

They arrive at the decrepit Edenmore Castle and are greeted by their host, the bewildered and entitled Sir William and his servants. The girls settle in, while Celia and Detective Strafford attempt to get used to protecting the young royals.

He found it slightly uncanny to be in their presence; they still seemed to him figures from some famous old painting who had come magically alive.

The girls explore the castle and grounds, discovering horses to ride (Elizabeth) and barns to sneak cigarettes (Margaret). The staff start to wonder about the girls, there’s gossip in the village, and the local IRA group becomes suspicious. Is there a plot to kidnap the princesses? Who actually knows their true identity?

Billed as an “enthralling historical mystery”, and as fan of anything about the Royals (I adored watching The Crown) I had high hopes for this novel. But somehow The Secret Guests missed the mark for me. Benjamin Black, the pen name of the acclaimed novelist John Banville, has a poetic and atmospheric writing style, but oh dear readers, the suspenseful plot soon became plodding and often dull.

That’s not to say I didn’t finish it — I did in fact. I was still interested in what was going to happen to the girls — especially the young Princess Margaret — whose character was brave and spirited – already forming her future free and often reckless personality. Elizabeth, on the other hand, is already shouldering the weight of her responsibility as the future queen – she is formal and stiff. I did appreciate the conflicting viewpoints of Ireland and the English during that time period. But, then when I got to the end of The Secret Guests, it felt rushed and out of the blue.

Now I know why I didn’t tell you about this January read –I totally forgot I read it.

A digital review copy was kindly provided by Henry Holt via NetGalley.

Do not despair, I am engrossed in two books at a time right now. An page turning thriller and one of Obama’s favorite books. Absolutely loving both. More later.

Reasons ~ so many reasons…

Book Barmy’s absence can be explained– but not forgiven. I apologize to one and all…and thank you for your notes of inquiry. Not to worry, Husband and I are healthy and staying safe.

My life has been distracting – eliminating any focus or relaxation, and thus, any reading.

Suffice it to say it’s been a weird recipe; turn on March through July, introduce our neighborhood battle against nighttime stadium lights across the street, simmer with subtle but constant virus worry, stir in black lives matter, whipped up by current politics, add slowly heating election jitters — but the final ingredient – the final blow

… my beloved Friends of the SF Library Bookstore has had to close – permanently. Covid 19 shut it down in March. As a non-profit, the bookstore’s margins were tight to begin with, the few paid staff had to be laid-off, and the retail space lease could not be maintained (SanFrancisco = expensive). I know it was a tough and heartbreaking decision for the organization — but they couldn’t see any way through.

Readers of Book Barmy will know of my joy with volunteering/working at this wonderful little gem of a bookstore. I had my favorite customers and wrote of one young one I’ve watched grow up over my years there. Re-visit those posts HERE and HERE

During my hectic and often soul-shattering career, I would make lists of things I would do with my life if I didn’t have to work…doesn’t everyone? Anyway, always, always at the top of every list was ‘work in a bookstore’. It started out as ‘own a bookstore’ but I got wiser with age (ha, not really).

When I did finally walk away from grind of work, I heard that the Friends of the San Francisco Public Library was looking for bookstore volunteers. I leapt to fill out the application, was interviewed, and accepted. That was back in 2003. I’d been working as a volunteer in both their bookstores* and the Friends big book sales ever since.

It was the perfect gig; great schedule — one day a week – maybe two, time off for travel whenever I wanted, learning about books – especially old books, helping customers find books (I’m looking for the book about a tiger and boy on a raft in the ocean), shelving books, talking about books, and most of all, being surrounded by books.

Also, the Big Book Sale won’t happen this year (for obvious reasons) and is in question for the future…

I’m trying hard to be a grown up and buck up about all this but— truth be told — I’m really sad –

When the library system fully re-opens again – some day – who knows when, I’ll look into volunteering directly with the library system itself. There’s a book mobile that used to be in front of the SF zoo once a week. It’s a nice walk, and maybe, just maybe, that will work out. To quote Robert Frost — I always entertain great hopes.

There you go, the valid reasons for Book Barmy silence all spelled out — but it’s still embarrassing.

Book Barmy will once again resurface, I have books to tell you about and short trip up the coast planned – so please do have patience and stick with me here.

I promise, Book Barmy will be ~~~ well ~~~

(*the other bookstore is (sob) was in a little corner of our SF main library and it may, or may not, re-open)